Painfully long

It's been months since I've published anything - that's not to say however that it's been that long since I've written. Just as with my previous blog, I find myself very conflicted when it comes to writing about personal experiences - not for my own privacy but for the privacy of others.

Truth of the matter is, I have a lot to say, because I'm feeling so much right now but am just so hesitant to publish anything.

To catch you up on the past few months I've been hella busy with work, I've been missing my parents a lot more than usual and basically doing a lot of thinking. For my entire life I've lived a few months ahead of every day, never able to enjoy the moment. Lately, I've focused a lot of energy on trying to only think about the week at hand, not a day more. No more 5-year plans or check-list of things that should have been accomplished. I really like the new me a lot more, I feel less pressure to please and more of a desire to have fun and appreciate the simple things we take for granted.

I've started watching (and obsessing over) The West Wing and am proud to say that in three short months I've watched five seasons of President Bartlet's administration. Where was I ten years ago when this amazing and exhilarating show came out? Probably at SG meetings but still, I'm ashamed it took this long. Late to the game for sure, but at least I made it, right?

My newest hobby and online addiction is Twitter. I just can't get enough of it. I don't follow that many people and I'm not followed by that many people but I love it. There is something very poetic about having only a few sentences to share with the world at any given time...

Anyway, not much else to report. I've probably lost all my readers so not really sure why I'm even back but whatever, I'm going to do my best to win back your loyalty.